Friday, June 14, 2024

Breaking the Ice

Before I go back into more Foldabots, I just want to bring this serious matter up, just so you know what really happened.

I had to admit, I once committed a crime that I wasn't aware of. This ultimately sparked off into making me an outcast of the Foldabots fandom because of this. It's just... I thought all of this trouble is over, yet there are still people who still believes me as a creep... even though I am doing my best to let go of this putrid habit myself and be a changed man for the better.

The whole incident began way back in 2015-'16, back when I was still RPs at DeviantArt, and I came across this one person who would ultimately lure me like some succubus. I was suffering from unrequited love in hoping I could find someone to talk to. So much, that I was doing the worst ways I could think of, until she was sick of it and blocked me in around July 2019, leaving me into throwing tantrums like there's no tomorrow, until I was all but in ruins. Even since then, I've decided to quit doing RPs and move on from my dark past once and for all.

Since then, I had been quiet for the past couple of years after the incident trying my best to rehabilitate myself, but little did I know, that someone had spread DeviantArt journals of my misbehavior over Facebook, that had left everyone scarred in sheer reality, that this one person who was once a good friend had become a creep. It was an old friend who messaged me over at Discord and told me all about the leak, which left me speechless and at the same time dismayed of myself over an incident that happened half a decade ago. He said I should make a formal apology to the people I've harassed including that one girl, which I could've done sooner, if only I was civil and brave enough to face the music. But I had to do it, I had to pay the ultimate price.

https://www.deviantart.com/krph-tv10/journal/KRPH-s-Public-Formal-Apology-1031685765

I thought this was enough to convince everyone to prove my forgiveness...

At this point, it's getting harder and harder for me to live my internet life normally like everyone else, as long as I still stand accused of my crimes. But I still want to believe that I can still change my ways no matter the cost. Although I had so many stuff planned to share in the near future such as the remakes, remasters, everything in between, I've decided that I will not continue on with The Foldabots Blog anymore until all of this problem have been completely settled. I'm not sure when will I return, but when I do, I will pick up where I left. I just... can't stand this anymore, and I just want to enjoy being a Foldabots fan peacefully without worries, even if the price is my trust in everyone I know in the fandom.

And so, I bid you all goodbye and thank you for reading.

This has been The Foldabots Blog, now signing off.

#JusticeForKRPH